At this moment is grateful for the following: Morning cartoons( which allows me to shower in peace) Halloween candy ( for bribary purposes only) The inflatable bounce houes at the play gym(to run off the bribary candy) Morning coffee( to give me the energy to go down the 20 foot bounce house slide 100 times in one morning with to hyper kids)No time in the day to eat( which allows me to stay somewhat skinny)The trend of long looser fitting shirts for this season( to hide the not so skinny parts) Push up bras ( to make me feel like I am actually 23 and not 63) My friends and family that are parents to talk to( who makes me realize that I am not alone in feeling frusterated, exaushted and enourmous amounts of guilt )Concealer( that hides the circles under my eyes that have been present for 4 years now)The chocolate that I hide in my top drawer( it rewards me everynight when I finally sit down) And last but not least my babies who makes every missed night of sleep, stretch mark, lack of social life, and frusteration worth it. I love being a mommy.